Hell

What did I do to deserve this?
I hate you
But I love you
and no matter what,
I'm stuck on you.
I just want to curl up,
sleep this pain away.
Or maybe I am sleeping...
this is all a bad dream
any moment I'll wake up
and you'll be there holding me
and when I tell you what I've dreamt
you'll laugh and tell me
that could never happen
because you love me
and then you'll kiss me
like you always have.
And things will be alright.
I'll leave this hell behind.