Letting Go

I guess I'll never know
how it would feel to be yours
not your fault
but solely mine
My head is fighting my heart
and reality cuts like a knife
through the hallucinations
that this could ever be
I feel like I've lost a part of me
Even though you weren't mine to lose
but these tears don't know that
and that would explain
why they're smearing my makeup
trying to change my mind
but I've got to let go
and just so you know
this wasn't my decision.
I could've stayed forever
in the fairy tale I'd created
but it's not right
and I don't deserve you
I have to let go.