Defiance

*~yet another mysterious binder poem...~*

No matter how many times you've lied to my face,
No matter how gullible I may have been,
to believe that you had any respect for me
I thought what we were doing was right
But finally I see
how it feels to lose a dream
This vision I had of us, ten years down the line,
It will never be.
You may think of me as the girl that you once fucked
But I'll always know you as the boy that I once loved
But I'm okay with that
Because the spaces between my fingers
have since been filled by another's
Someday I'll forget you,
all the pain you caused,
how you ruined my self respect.
I'm healing.
Does that scare you?